look at its tiny paws!!

somebody please stop me from looking for prom stuff and make me study + pracerhu instead. zhanglao finally told me i'm in a dangerous position!!!!!
i was getting uneasy with all the "i'm sure you're going to pass" stuff =_=

havent found any good stuff yet though. i wanna order online! but then i'd have to order like now for the stuff to come..... okay actually since it takes about 3 to 4 weeks for something to come, i think online shopping is out of the question ): why can't they take like, one or two weeks to come instead!


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omg so yabai when i realised that i looked at the clock at thought, "oh 3.26? that's not very late yet"
ohhhhhhhhhh my body clock doesnt follow the sun anymore haha i wake up when it sets -nods- okay so i guess it does follow the sun still

i'm suddenly reminded of this cd-rom game i had back when we were still using windows 98. it was something you could make a video/story of, by animation, and it was really user-friendly and they had so many songs and a vast range amusing animations and graphics and i used to have so much fun. too bad our mic never seemed to work or i'd be narrating, but with the provided music it was still ok, cuz they had so many! ah. i spent afternoons creating animations. there was the paintbrush with so many different textures and colours and super amusing graphics, and lovely backgrounds too! and you could like make rain with the retarded thick blue repeating strokes and grass, and then move people across the screen... that was back when the music was nearly midi and you could see the shading in the pixels. much lol be given to the broken rainbows that i tried to draw haha, with the thick strokes, or the airbrushed kind...
so much we've lost!

my magic school bus cds i miss the most. the new ones simply don't cut it anymore...

so i just looked through this list of topics i typed out off the top of my head a few weeks ago for lit, econs and music.
beloved and wilde are gone from lit, and econs is tomorrow..

then i took a look at the music topics, and
..........omg i'm dead ;A;

i might be overly paranoid, but the higher happiness buoys you, the deeper, the darker the abyss of desolation awaits.

i wish i could be as paranoid for a's!!!!
kiss my As goodbye
bleh

i've been awake the whole night and the single thing that shocked me was that i reread the same exact words from previous notes in the one i was reading from:

probes character’s double consciousness of paradoxical circumstances as people and non-people in a social arena of white male hegemony

wooooo!! and then

Denver's emergence as the new teacher, a model for new pedagogy and the opportunity for the reconstruction of slave history from a black woman's perspective

hahaha some crazy overlapping notes.
not looking forward to history econs, sigh.
i only typed history cuz i'm too mired in the past lol, timelessness as characters are "suspended between the nastiness of life and the meanness of the dead" and fail to move on to create a future.

"you and me, we got more past than anybody. we need some kind of tomorrow"

hahahaha i'm going insane -_- thanks for the concentrated literary dope. frol.